am i disappointed? yes.
am i upset? you bet.
am i angry? definitely.

but im not gonna be led by what people say, what people do, what i hear, or what i see.
because i choose not to be led by circumstances.

i dont want to follow blindly. neither do i wish to compromise just because the majority is doing so.

today i make the decision, not to be led by by my circumstances.
i refuse to be discouraged.

this is my conviction.

quah ting wen!!! oOo~~this pic is so beautifullll.

this is what i will buy at e very start of next year. look at e colour! isnt it gorgeous?!! florida-cherry red birks!! bright, loud, eye-catching. haha...i love it! $80=)

communication breakdown. it's been bugging me for a long time.
times when i wanna speak e truth, but am afraid to do so.
times when i wanted to express myself freely in your presence, but couldnt do so.
im getting weary. i wanna cry. break me...

the LORD is my shepherd . i shall not be in want.
he makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters,
he restores my soul. he guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
even though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death, i will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.

you prepare a table before me, in the presence of my enemies. you anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.
surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and i will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.

God of my forever.

I AM GONNA wATCH GOLDEN COMPASS THIS THURS!!!

the reason y the double u is not in caps is because e DOUBLE U on my keyboard is spoilt!
so everytime i use this com, i'll just substitute e troublesome DOUBLE U w a $.
a $ sign because im thinking abt money now.

NO $ NO TALK.

talk is cheap. that's random.

gonna get:
a ne$ haircut
a ne$ hair colour
a ne$ pair of $hite berms
a ne$ pair of pumps
a ne$ pair of skinnies(ive yet to decide on e colour)
a ne$ pair of glasses
a ne$ top
ne$ contacts
ne$ notebook
$HAT ELSE...?

see ho$ many $ appeared already??
so you see.

NO MONEY NO TALK.

ho$ can i afford not to earn extra $hen i need so many stuff?

ho$ can i afford not to progress $hen e society is progressing so quickly?

and friend, you tell me you are happy e $ay you are no$. no job. no money. slack till you go NS in april.

resistant to change. $ell, you can afford to be $hen u're not living in this city.
change is e only constant thing. if you dont change, stop sucking up the air that $e're breathing.

argh.

fell down on my way to school. now my big toe is bleeding. e whole slab of skin came off.
haha...worst thing is, handphone kenna scratched. oOo~~~heartache. good thing is, no one saw my face when i fell, only my butt=) they cant recognise me~~ i might die of embarrassment if someone just come up to me and tell me he saw me fall.

csas only got 1 article. supposed to have 2!!! EEKS. im in deep soup.

stand chart run ytd. haha..saw a whole lot of cute guys running. hm...best part was, 20% discount off adidas items. hiak hiak hiak!!! but my sister wants it la...take lo. haha...im not so into sportswear anymore.

went for korean bbq after that. SHILO-something...ha. food not bad la. got big and succulent tiger prawns, squid, beef, chicken, all marinated n juicy. hah! still got salmon, kimchi w tofu, kimchi rice, rice in stone bowl, blah blah blah. breaded prawns. yummy babeh!!! sweet potato roll. ate until i couldnt talk. hai...im still dreaming abt e food.

weets! got an increase in my allowance this week. cant believe it. know why? cause it's unbelievable!! aiya, i'll only be getting my havaianas next year. levis jeans must wait until christmas period then got sale. ha...still got what? got a lot of stuff to buy.

ala...later still got golf. arms are aching. after golf session, my entire body will be aching. great eh. doesnt matter. so long as i get toned arms and a great tan! ha. whatever.

christmas is coming!!! prepare prepare prepare..