this is huiyin. haha. my baking kaki. actually, all we ever baked was cookies everytime she comes over. very camera shy.

NO SCHOOL TODAY!!! this is very very rare. more rare than the occurance of a blue moon.

so. i went to watch le grand chef ytd. freezing cold in e cinema. worst still, there's this irritating someone behind me SNORING LIKE THERE'S NO TMR!!! idiot. if u are happy spending 7 bucks to come in to e theater to slp while ur girlfriend is looking so embarrassed sitting beside you, GO TO THE TOILET TO SLP!!!!

i could have kicked his arse. very annoying.

reached home and saw a goliath edition of a cockroach in e balcony. because someone forgot to close e windows. too scared to kick his arse. so i dared not bath until the little man and his father reached home. ha. e little man was too short to spray bygone accurately at e roach. and so. we got his father. who happens to be by father as well.

oh well. that singaporean cockroach got away. i would have made sure it died a terrible death for scaring e hell out of me.

i hate insects.

ants, grasshoppers, COCKROACHES, bees, wasps, BEETLES, earwigs, termites, moths and etc.

u name it, i hate it. ha. no la, im scared of them actually.

HAHA! i cant believe it.

someone actually got retrenched cause there wasnt enough work for her to do.

lol. retrenched at 18?! so funny. is that even the appropriate word to use.

haha..and that someone is my jie mei. lol. whatever.



anyways.



been thinking of letting go of some commitments so that i can focus on what i really want to do.

really bothering me. cause i feel that ive been stagnant for quite some time.

i want to something that im really good at. something that i have e passion for.

which is??? hahaha.



hai..really need to do something. i'll be 19 this yr. at least do sth with my life.



a change of environment would be good.

maybe it's time. i dont know yet.



so.



i went bugis ytd.

and bought a lot of stuff!

2 tops; pair of shoes(it's got e old sch feel!); 3 watches; rose ring and eh hem, some straps.

spent a lot. wanted to look for birks n havaianas intially.

oh well...gotta earn a lot of $ if i wanna buy so much.



signed up for OSIP. yes. i really wanna go.

cause. a change of environment is good. hehe.

and it will be good for me.

preferably thailand. a pity that e company in philippines wants only guys.

hai...i may be not so feminine sometimes, but im not a male of e homo sapien species.

oh well.



going overseas for attachment is good exposure. if u've got e $, why not.

cant really see much over here.

at least i'll learn to be more independent overseas. and not take certain things for granted.



if i go, i'll be leaving my piano over here. oh, my baobei! my bed. my blanket. it smells of me=)

what else...my books.



i want to get a job that allows me to travel across e world. yeah baby! tt wld be cool.



sorry. posts these few days are boring.

haven been taking any pictures.

aiya!!!! went home ytd n my banker told me that we're moving house in 3 years. hiak hiak. hm, maybe in 1 or 2 years i'll have to move back to my own room cause my bro is not getting any young. he cant possibly share a room with my parents right. oh well..all HDB have 3 rooms. even if it's an exec apartment. haha...i'll only get my own room if i live in landed property. hai...

anyways. signed up for OSIP. ha! heard from mr tan that results is not one of the priorities. yay!!! i wanna go thailand!!!

today, i saw someone cry in e com lab. haha...i understand how u feel. looking at u cry makes me wanna cry too. lol. dry ur tears boy!!!

blogger is lagging. omg. took me so long to get here.

im finally updating here. not cause i want to. but there's really no one i can think of at e mo to express how i feel. haha...so i logged on.

went f chalet ytd. arrived at ten plus. missed out on e food. hai...but most importantly, those who couldnt stay. fellowship was awesome!!! quality time spent. hm, though not with everyone. 2 years after grad. almost everyone remains e same in some way or another. same in e way we behave in front of one another. haha...did e guys even mature in e 2 years that they spent in tertiary ed??? O-M-G. no pics w me though.

hm, im not so pissed anymore. but what i want to say is, ''DO WE REALLY HAVE TO MOVE TO A 4 RM FLAT????!!!''

im kinda angry.

cause first of all, i do not want to share my room with anyone. my room is e only place in e entire house where i can have my privacy. wo de lao ba!!! i need and want privacy. not that sharing e room w my sis isnt good. she's hell lots of fun to hang out with, but, i guess she values her privacy too.

second. i have so much stuff of my own. many i really treasure. i dont just want to leave them anywhere else in e house other than my room!!! i still have books and notes and some personal stuff residing in cupboards and shelves in other parts of e house. and im not comfortable with it at all.

third. my own room means i can put my stuff anywhere i want. i dont need anyone to come in and help me pack my stuff. or even volunteer to wipe my tables cause im allergic to dust. yes yes. i understand ur good intentions. and i know u love me to do that for me. but still, i can find whatever i want from my table of what i would call an organised mess, thank you. besides, my sis is more disorganised than me. our room would be in a big mess if we really have to sleep in e same room again.

fourth. a whole lot of other reasons which i cant rmb at e mo. cause my mind is running too fast and ive yet to slow it down. im 19 this yr and my sis will be 16 next month. yes. we are both teenagers. okay, maybe im leaving teenagehood soon, but i think im still one. we want to do what we like in e privacy of our own room. free from e public's eye. which in this case consists of my lao ba & lao ma(my banker), and my sexy little bro. he's so cute and rather saturated w fats on e outside that he makes a bloody good bolster. better than e real one.

oh well. i guess that's what i can rmb for now. point is, dont settle for sth lesser cause u cant find what suits u. yes. a 4 rm flat doesnt suit my family of 5, i would reiterate again. yes. i would go talk to e banker & e banker's husband when im not in such a lousy mood.