Saturday, October 20, 2007,
12:39:00 AM
Thank You
i'm grateful for the blessings that have been poured into my life. whether it's rain or shine, You're still e same. you saw e ugliest side of me, and the best that i can be. yet your love for me never changes. who am i, to receive such tender mercy? you cried with me when i cried my heart out. you laughed with me when i laughed till my tummy hurts. so many times, i wondered why you kept quiet when i come running to you like a little child, crying because i fell, got scratched, and needed a little attention. like a big kid, i'd sit there and cry, with my box of kleenex. i would talk till i couldnt go on anymore. many times you cried with me. it hurts you more to see me beating myself up cause i didnt get this right, made that person angry, say the wrong word and wished i could take it all back, and make a big mess out of everything. heck, im imperfect. but i dont wanna struggle with being imperfect anymore. cause i just cant be perfect. so why not just learn to walk instead of running in so many directions? i dont wanna walk and find myself come to a crossroad in my life and wonder what the hell have i been doing all these years? heck, i dont yearn for the approval of man anymore. i've already been approved by you. take out the dirt; remove the impurities. all of me for all of you. abba abba abba...THANK YOU. |