blogger is lagging. omg. took me so long to get here.

im finally updating here. not cause i want to. but there's really no one i can think of at e mo to express how i feel. haha...so i logged on.

went f chalet ytd. arrived at ten plus. missed out on e food. hai...but most importantly, those who couldnt stay. fellowship was awesome!!! quality time spent. hm, though not with everyone. 2 years after grad. almost everyone remains e same in some way or another. same in e way we behave in front of one another. haha...did e guys even mature in e 2 years that they spent in tertiary ed??? O-M-G. no pics w me though.

hm, im not so pissed anymore. but what i want to say is, ''DO WE REALLY HAVE TO MOVE TO A 4 RM FLAT????!!!''

im kinda angry.

cause first of all, i do not want to share my room with anyone. my room is e only place in e entire house where i can have my privacy. wo de lao ba!!! i need and want privacy. not that sharing e room w my sis isnt good. she's hell lots of fun to hang out with, but, i guess she values her privacy too.

second. i have so much stuff of my own. many i really treasure. i dont just want to leave them anywhere else in e house other than my room!!! i still have books and notes and some personal stuff residing in cupboards and shelves in other parts of e house. and im not comfortable with it at all.

third. my own room means i can put my stuff anywhere i want. i dont need anyone to come in and help me pack my stuff. or even volunteer to wipe my tables cause im allergic to dust. yes yes. i understand ur good intentions. and i know u love me to do that for me. but still, i can find whatever i want from my table of what i would call an organised mess, thank you. besides, my sis is more disorganised than me. our room would be in a big mess if we really have to sleep in e same room again.

fourth. a whole lot of other reasons which i cant rmb at e mo. cause my mind is running too fast and ive yet to slow it down. im 19 this yr and my sis will be 16 next month. yes. we are both teenagers. okay, maybe im leaving teenagehood soon, but i think im still one. we want to do what we like in e privacy of our own room. free from e public's eye. which in this case consists of my lao ba & lao ma(my banker), and my sexy little bro. he's so cute and rather saturated w fats on e outside that he makes a bloody good bolster. better than e real one.

oh well. i guess that's what i can rmb for now. point is, dont settle for sth lesser cause u cant find what suits u. yes. a 4 rm flat doesnt suit my family of 5, i would reiterate again. yes. i would go talk to e banker & e banker's husband when im not in such a lousy mood.