skedaddled: to leave a place quickly because u do not want to be caught.
never heard it for 18 years of my colourful life. until i saw it in david's blog.

yikes!!! my sis said 2 terrorists escaped from our prison.
good thing i have no school for e next 1 month.
hm. e world is coming to an end faster than i thought. jk.

i hate beetles!!!
because im scared of them, i decided to not like them.
yikes.

it landed on my sis' foolscap.
she shouted for sos.
so i went and stood behind her and laugh.
what could i do man... both of us are afraid okay!
we looked ridiculous trying to get rid of that beetle.
in e end, we yanked tt piece of paper from e entire stack of notes and slammed e window shut.
reflex action. slamming e window was an accident.
yeah. maybe it fainted cause i slammed e window too hard.
i dunno.

it's e same species of beetle every night.
mating season or what.
live on 12th flr still got visitors every night.
love it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENDY LUUUUUUUUUU.

im gonna make u wear a dress when u become a bridesmaid.

wahaha! we are gonna make lasagna tmr!!! with lots of cheese.

toned arms and legs, here we come!!!

exams R officially over!!!
im so happy.

now i can do whatever i want. yes!

went bugis. saw a lot of things i wanna buy! okay, maybe not a lot.
then met up w ah neo. bought a dress. it's very nice! but where am i gonna wear it to? wedding?
watched shark's tale again till i fell aslp.

and i hit e gym w huiyin today! feels good.
i feel good! ta da ta da ta!!
today is me-time.
gg out e whole of wed.
e girls r coming over on thurs. to bake!!! wahaha. gonna mess up e kitchen again.
fri's empty. maybe can catch leap years at e cinema...
or do some laps at e pool. get a tan!!! hohoho!!!

now is e time to look for a job!
earn $$$.
feels good to feel rich!!!

sometimes, we find it hard to apologize because of our pride.
but if we have to, then say sorry like u mean it.
cause if u dont mean what u say, it's not gonna mean anything to e person u say it to.

i cant slp too.
second day of tossing and turning in bed.
pls...no more third day.

im afraid to slp.
cause im now afraid of e dark.
esp when im alone in e room.
listening to music doesnt help anymore.
same tormenting thoughts for 2 weeks.
it's irritating cause i cant rest when my body is tired and my mind is so awake.

and i end up slping long hours in e morning to compensate for the slp loss.

something's wrong.
what on earth is wrong???

quek quek quek.
chickens & ducks.

fri come fri come fri come.
i cant wait!!!

harlO everybody!

woke up w a runny n blocked nose n a sore throat this morning.

im reading this book currently. actually, i only touched e first page.

2 years into poly and we're still together!

from mahjong sessions...

CNY's eve. yes. he is painting my nails. and he is sleeping w e lights on.

this was what we did on e 6th of feb. getting busy with the art exhibition @ SM Motors.

chiong chiong chiong!!!

fri come fri come fri come!!!

today, i saw the other side of the mask that we so often hide to protect ourselves.
not from me, but someone i got to really know during these few weeks.

behind all that facade is someone who needs to be reassured constantly of his worth in this world.

beyond all that teasing and making fun of others, i saw someone who did it to make himself feel better.

maybe because he doesnt feel good abt himself, maybe because of inadequacy, maybe because he hasnt been showered w encouragement & assurance while growing up.

come to think of it, many ppl are like that. yeah, me too.

that's why we like to hide behind that mask.

but what if we are willing to put that away and just be who we are??

yeah. that'd be much better.

though we'd still be vulnerable to hurts blah blah blah.

hm. at least we dont tire ourselves every day trying to be someone we are not. just to be accepted.

which leads me to think. that my life would be better if i know what im living for.

when we know who we are, our sense of identity, our self-worth, then life wouldnt be that hard.

at least i know who i am. at least i know my value.

then what other ppl say wont affect me cause i know where im going and what i wanna do.

omg. im supposed to be doing my logbook. argh. i have a craving for mee sua now. i think i'll get some tmr.

if im not talking in class, dont be surprised ppl!!!

i am gonna refrain from talking until i get my tooth fixed.

e cavity in my tooth is giving me a hard time.

i cant breathe w my mouth open w/o feeling e pain.

it's worse than having sensitive teeth.

my mum's gonna whack my tooth when she fixes it on tue.

argh.

to do list:

pbpn a3 process cycle => complete
pbpn lab assignment
fpqap data logbook

CNY not to do list:

dont sit in front of e bak guas, pineapple tarts & kueh bulus
dont sit in front of e tv, which happens to be right behind the snack table
dont sit on the sofa, which happens to be just behind e snack table
dont go near e snack table. 1m distance.
dont eat bak guas like u have never eaten them b4. high in calories.
dont forget to jump rope 500 hundred times after u wake up & before u go to slp.
dont forget to do bippies. tones ur triceps.
dont forget to do crunches. rmb u still want that 6 packs.
dont forget to exfoliate. u dont wanna look dull when u're wearing such nice clothes.

last but not least. dont forget to pick up ur food if it drops onto e floor.
cause mummy will freak out if she sees ANTS!!!

great. now im gonna jump rope.
cause i just ate some oily stuff.

i want a pair of toned legs and arms!!!
e obliques & abdominals can wait.
cause they r not subjected to public scrutiny.

27.1.08
today. i went to e toilet to study before lecture. and i got chased out by the toilet auntie.
she thought i fainted in there.