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Wednesday, April 22, 2009,
4:28:00 PM
was supposed to go cycling today, but it was scorching outside.. so i thought i'd stay at home and chill instead so my weak and frail body wont dehydrate again. work was okay, and since we always work half days on weds, it's nice to come home and just chill in front of the computer and have ur instant noodles and hokkaido ice cream for company. i had the privilege of applying urine bags and inserting medicine into the anus of infants and toddlers these past 3 weeks of probation at work. it was kinda unnerving at first, having to clean their you-know-where to collect their urine cause they are not toilet trained. and the first attempt at inserting the fever medicine into the anus was not exactly pleasant. the kid was crying the whole time i was tryingto get the pill in. but i guess i'll be good with these hands-on stuff when i become a mom. hahaha. most of the kids who come have really rich parents. dressed in burberry and stuff... the indonesians come just to see the specialists. they are especially rich!!! after a day at work, u just wanna come home and enjoy a nice family dinner. i used to go out every day and sometimes miss dinner with these peeps. but strangely, i feel really weird if i have to spend my dinners outside, even with my closest friends. u start to appreciate the time that u get to spend with ur family, and even their mere presence can be really comforting. it's just weird for me to feel like that... really weird! never been the dependent sort... but i guess im still in the period of transition. our family bought a new 7 seater!! HAHA. i promise myself that the next time i get to study, i will really give it my best shot. damn... you dont always have it easy you know. of course, u learn to be more responsible and make important decisions. so i have decided. that im gonna further my studies in no less than 5 years. any longer and my the days of my youth will be over in the blink of an eye. woo!!! i love being a student! ya... and i was thinking if i marry early, i might be a stay at home mom!!! provided the man earns a lot!!! u just gotta extra devote time and effort to raise up kids who will not be starved for love when they grow up. working and raising a family at the same time is tiring!!! dinner's waiting!! |